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NEW 32° of Insanity : 08.09.2013 - It's not... by donnygillson
Prologue to "Awaken : The Message" a real-life account : By Donny Gillson
Hello All,
I wanted to get this information out and please excuse any typos and sentence structure; however, I just sat down and let the fingers do the talking. What I am about to reveal to everyone are occurrences that have happened over the past 10 years; however, this is just a draft. This will be the prologue to my upcoming book entitled "Awaken : The Message"..
There is so much information that I need to tell. It is just going to take several sessions of typing to pound out the entire story once and for all. Here is a sneak peak I hope you will enjoy...
There has been an occurrence that has been weighing on my mind since the summer of 2010 that I would like to share with my friends here on Facebook. I guess the best way to begin is to summarize an event that happened to be over the course of several months back in 2002 in Eugene, Oregon. I have written my accounts to this in a fictional (real-life) story entitled "Awakening : The Message"; however, I feel it is time to go more in depth of what I experienced and what it means today.
On Feb 20th, 2002 I can recall going into see my psychologist where I started telling him about a vision that I was having that was very extensive, comprehensive, and apocalyptic. I was dabbling in automatic writing at the time and had many strange occurrences that would bend what we call reality. During the course of that week I started seeing things that I could not explain; for instance, I remember walking into a bookstore and seeing people slightly shift in there appearances and would not explain why I was seeing such things. I can also recall walking into a restaurant and the sense of non-audible voices where coming through my brain which I started to interpret as possible telepathic communication.
As detailed in my book "Awaken : The Message", I felt as though was communicating with either an inter-dimensional being or possibly a extra terrestrial communication from the Hollow Earth of a place called Telos. I felt as though I was going completely mad; in fact, this is exactly what took place and I ended up in a hospital for psychiatric evaluation. During the evaluation no psychiatrist or medical staff could pin point what was happening to me. My visions and vivid dreams started to get more intense and the visions I started seeing where most incredible.
Throughout my whole life my family has been involved with the occult and paranormal activity. I even saw my first UFO at the age of seven years old while walking from my home to a friends house on a fall evening in late October. It was a cylinder type craft that hovered above me for several minutes and then like suddenly disappeared like it cloaked right there in the sky. ere have also been several instances where I have blacked out or have had concussions where I can not recall things that have happened; for instance, I was in Boston, Mass when I was driving home from a friends house and the next thing I know I am over 60 miles from my destination and have no recollection of how I got there. It almost seemed as though time stopped and I was transported to somewhere; I have always wondered if this may have been my first abduction. I just can not explain it.
Over the past several years I have been witness to space and time bending right in front of my face. I have kept it silent in fear that people may of thought that I was a madman or even worse someone they should be afraid of. There are way to many instances to describe and even as I write this testimony I can feel my self overwhelmed by emotion. I was recently asked by a dear friend to recall my experiences with the paranormal which leads me to what happened to me this past summer. It all started around the end of April in 2010. I started feeling very anxious, manic, and a bit paranoid. I was becoming more and more awake. I started delving into sacred magic and other occult practices that I had no understanding in. I started exploring the Hermetic Order of The Golden Dawn, The OTO, and other magical societies. I actually was inititated into the Golden Dawn and feel that it took me up until now to put together the shatter soul that caused my experiences last spring and summer.
Right around the end of June of 2010 I really started seeing strange things in the sky. I recall standing in downtown Saint Paul right after a major thunderstorm and looking up in the sky and I saw a object flying low over my head without any sound. As I watched it bank off to the left it started to descend right in front of me about 200-300 yards from my field of view. I could feel this sense of wonderment come over my entire body as I saw the image of the entire craft start to fully uncloak. Now, I swear on my life this thing looked just like the imperial space shuttle from Empire Strikes Back. The crafts wings started to come down and it started to make a landing near I-35 in lower town Saint Paul.
At this time I started to somewhat freak out and started thinking about my research in Project Blue Beam and other governmental projects that I had been exposing fairly boldly of Facebook over the years. I began to walk towards where I thought the craft had landed and I could not see anything; it had disappeared. I then started walking back home and a strange emotional response came over to me to stop by a restaurant near my home just a few blocks from where I saw this craft land. As, I walked into the bar/restaurant I started to look around and suddenly this young woman approached me and her name was Dana. We sat and talked for a few moments and she proceeded to walk back to her table. I did not think anything of it and as I was walking out the door I heard someone yell out my name "DONNY". I looked and there I saw someone that I did not know. I proceeded to walk over to her and this young black woman started to say "You are on the right track Donny"; right after this young lady said this Dana walked up to the table. Now, the very odd thing about all of this is this person; along with, Dana did not know my name for I did not give it.
Dana, her friend, and I talked for a few moments off topic and I proceeded to give Dana my phone number and I walked away and went home. A few days later is when things got very interesting. I awoke from a very intense nightmare covered in sweat. I jumped in the shower and got dressed. I had this overwhelming feeling to get outside like something very important was about to happen. It was about 5am in the morning and I started walking through downtown Saint Paul. The Sun had not risen yet and the clouds from the overnight thunderstorm where breaking away. I started feeling very manic and anxious almost like I felt back in Oregon in 2002; which lead me into the hospital. I started to breathe slowly and the walk to helping me bring this mania down; however, I started hearing this soft sounds in my head. Again, like something was communicating with me via telepathy. I looked up in the sky and all of a sudden I saw the clouds break and there I saw an image of a being cloaked with its arms extended out and a large triangle on its cloak. It was the most amazing thing I had ever witnessed and I felt this incredible surge of energy come over me. I fumbled for my camera phone and took a shot.
The second after I took this photo the being disappeared into the clouds. Next, the sun started to come up and I felt this urge come over me that I needed to get to the top of Cathedral Hill to witness the sun coming up for at that moment I would see images that would clarify what I was feeling.
The minute I got to the top of the hill I could see the eyes of Isis coming out of the clouds; along with, angelic formed clouds which I started taking photos of each minute the sun came up a different image was being produced it was absolutely incredible. I was starting to freak out a little bit but was taking it all in as well as any person could after such an experience. After I watched this amazing sunrise I started to take a long walk and as I was walking down by the Mississippi River I started to hear an engine of a plane. Now, we I do live by two airports here in Saint Paul; however, this plane that I saw was no plane that I had ever seen before in my life. It was like a sterling silver metallic single prop plane. It had markings on the side which I could not make out; however, towards the end of the tail it had a large square the was hollow and you could see right through it. The plane started to head towards a cloud formation and entered it but never came out the other side. I could still hear the engine sound but could not visually see the plane anywhere in the sky. It was like it cloaked the minute it went into the sky.
I kept asking myself what the hell is happening to me. I really was starting to freak out; however, I kept praying that there was a reason why I was experiencing what these things and to keep myself as leveled as I could. That evening I headed to the my weekly Masonic fellowship at my Lodge in Saint Paul. Right after our meeting some of the brothers and I stepped outside of the Lodge and we all witnessed a craft hovering over our Lodge. It looked the an orange sphere and some of the brothers thought it might have been a hot air balloon; however, this craft was hovering and moving to fast for any type of hot air balloon; to this day no one knows what it was and it disappeared as quickly as it appeared. Now, I really started thinking about there must be something happening here either I am really freaking out or I am being contacted by something not of this world.
That weekend I went for a long walk. I started feeling very energized and seeking out answers to these questions. I ended up at this bar called the Lucky 13 in Mendota Heights, Minnesota. I was drinking a glass of water and this older woman kept staring at me. I proceeded over to speak with her and find out what she was all about. She was very nice and we had a very pleasant conversation. She has asked me if I would like the rest of her lunch; while she went out to her car to get her cell phone. I said thank you and she got up and said to me something I will never forget as I long as I live into my ear. "Donny, we are aliens you know." she laughed and walked out of the bar to her car. She came back about 10 minutes later and sat down with me for a little bit. I did not know what the (F) to think anymore after all that had happened over the past several days.
As she was leaving the bar I has asked her for her number she opened up my notebook and just wrote her name. She turned to me and said "no need to call me, just think and I will answer". At first I was like that is the best blow off answer that anyone could give me but then I thought about everything that was happening and well she had a major point. I proceeded to go home and went back to speak with a dear spiritual friend and told him in detail about what was happening. One of the key things that I started to feel is that I had experienced first contact with intelligent life forms that where not of this earth and possibly not of this dimension. Over the next few weeks many things happened which I can not understand; however, it seemed to taper off around the end of August. I would love to tell you all a little bit more about what happened; however, I have been writing for awhile now and just needed to finally get these experiences down on paper. Whatever happened to me last summer was amazing and I have learned so very much from these experiences which I hope will lead me to what my destiny truly is. SMIB - AMEN
I wanted to get this information out and please excuse any typos and sentence structure; however, I just sat down and let the fingers do the talking. What I am about to reveal to everyone are occurrences that have happened over the past 10 years; however, this is just a draft. This will be the prologue to my upcoming book entitled "Awaken : The Message"..
There is so much information that I need to tell. It is just going to take several sessions of typing to pound out the entire story once and for all. Here is a sneak peak I hope you will enjoy...
There has been an occurrence that has been weighing on my mind since the summer of 2010 that I would like to share with my friends here on Facebook. I guess the best way to begin is to summarize an event that happened to be over the course of several months back in 2002 in Eugene, Oregon. I have written my accounts to this in a fictional (real-life) story entitled "Awakening : The Message"; however, I feel it is time to go more in depth of what I experienced and what it means today.
On Feb 20th, 2002 I can recall going into see my psychologist where I started telling him about a vision that I was having that was very extensive, comprehensive, and apocalyptic. I was dabbling in automatic writing at the time and had many strange occurrences that would bend what we call reality. During the course of that week I started seeing things that I could not explain; for instance, I remember walking into a bookstore and seeing people slightly shift in there appearances and would not explain why I was seeing such things. I can also recall walking into a restaurant and the sense of non-audible voices where coming through my brain which I started to interpret as possible telepathic communication.
As detailed in my book "Awaken : The Message", I felt as though was communicating with either an inter-dimensional being or possibly a extra terrestrial communication from the Hollow Earth of a place called Telos. I felt as though I was going completely mad; in fact, this is exactly what took place and I ended up in a hospital for psychiatric evaluation. During the evaluation no psychiatrist or medical staff could pin point what was happening to me. My visions and vivid dreams started to get more intense and the visions I started seeing where most incredible.
Throughout my whole life my family has been involved with the occult and paranormal activity. I even saw my first UFO at the age of seven years old while walking from my home to a friends house on a fall evening in late October. It was a cylinder type craft that hovered above me for several minutes and then like suddenly disappeared like it cloaked right there in the sky. ere have also been several instances where I have blacked out or have had concussions where I can not recall things that have happened; for instance, I was in Boston, Mass when I was driving home from a friends house and the next thing I know I am over 60 miles from my destination and have no recollection of how I got there. It almost seemed as though time stopped and I was transported to somewhere; I have always wondered if this may have been my first abduction. I just can not explain it.
Over the past several years I have been witness to space and time bending right in front of my face. I have kept it silent in fear that people may of thought that I was a madman or even worse someone they should be afraid of. There are way to many instances to describe and even as I write this testimony I can feel my self overwhelmed by emotion. I was recently asked by a dear friend to recall my experiences with the paranormal which leads me to what happened to me this past summer. It all started around the end of April in 2010. I started feeling very anxious, manic, and a bit paranoid. I was becoming more and more awake. I started delving into sacred magic and other occult practices that I had no understanding in. I started exploring the Hermetic Order of The Golden Dawn, The OTO, and other magical societies. I actually was inititated into the Golden Dawn and feel that it took me up until now to put together the shatter soul that caused my experiences last spring and summer.
Right around the end of June of 2010 I really started seeing strange things in the sky. I recall standing in downtown Saint Paul right after a major thunderstorm and looking up in the sky and I saw a object flying low over my head without any sound. As I watched it bank off to the left it started to descend right in front of me about 200-300 yards from my field of view. I could feel this sense of wonderment come over my entire body as I saw the image of the entire craft start to fully uncloak. Now, I swear on my life this thing looked just like the imperial space shuttle from Empire Strikes Back. The crafts wings started to come down and it started to make a landing near I-35 in lower town Saint Paul.
At this time I started to somewhat freak out and started thinking about my research in Project Blue Beam and other governmental projects that I had been exposing fairly boldly of Facebook over the years. I began to walk towards where I thought the craft had landed and I could not see anything; it had disappeared. I then started walking back home and a strange emotional response came over to me to stop by a restaurant near my home just a few blocks from where I saw this craft land. As, I walked into the bar/restaurant I started to look around and suddenly this young woman approached me and her name was Dana. We sat and talked for a few moments and she proceeded to walk back to her table. I did not think anything of it and as I was walking out the door I heard someone yell out my name "DONNY". I looked and there I saw someone that I did not know. I proceeded to walk over to her and this young black woman started to say "You are on the right track Donny"; right after this young lady said this Dana walked up to the table. Now, the very odd thing about all of this is this person; along with, Dana did not know my name for I did not give it.
Dana, her friend, and I talked for a few moments off topic and I proceeded to give Dana my phone number and I walked away and went home. A few days later is when things got very interesting. I awoke from a very intense nightmare covered in sweat. I jumped in the shower and got dressed. I had this overwhelming feeling to get outside like something very important was about to happen. It was about 5am in the morning and I started walking through downtown Saint Paul. The Sun had not risen yet and the clouds from the overnight thunderstorm where breaking away. I started feeling very manic and anxious almost like I felt back in Oregon in 2002; which lead me into the hospital. I started to breathe slowly and the walk to helping me bring this mania down; however, I started hearing this soft sounds in my head. Again, like something was communicating with me via telepathy. I looked up in the sky and all of a sudden I saw the clouds break and there I saw an image of a being cloaked with its arms extended out and a large triangle on its cloak. It was the most amazing thing I had ever witnessed and I felt this incredible surge of energy come over me. I fumbled for my camera phone and took a shot.
The second after I took this photo the being disappeared into the clouds. Next, the sun started to come up and I felt this urge come over me that I needed to get to the top of Cathedral Hill to witness the sun coming up for at that moment I would see images that would clarify what I was feeling.
The minute I got to the top of the hill I could see the eyes of Isis coming out of the clouds; along with, angelic formed clouds which I started taking photos of each minute the sun came up a different image was being produced it was absolutely incredible. I was starting to freak out a little bit but was taking it all in as well as any person could after such an experience. After I watched this amazing sunrise I started to take a long walk and as I was walking down by the Mississippi River I started to hear an engine of a plane. Now, we I do live by two airports here in Saint Paul; however, this plane that I saw was no plane that I had ever seen before in my life. It was like a sterling silver metallic single prop plane. It had markings on the side which I could not make out; however, towards the end of the tail it had a large square the was hollow and you could see right through it. The plane started to head towards a cloud formation and entered it but never came out the other side. I could still hear the engine sound but could not visually see the plane anywhere in the sky. It was like it cloaked the minute it went into the sky.
I kept asking myself what the hell is happening to me. I really was starting to freak out; however, I kept praying that there was a reason why I was experiencing what these things and to keep myself as leveled as I could. That evening I headed to the my weekly Masonic fellowship at my Lodge in Saint Paul. Right after our meeting some of the brothers and I stepped outside of the Lodge and we all witnessed a craft hovering over our Lodge. It looked the an orange sphere and some of the brothers thought it might have been a hot air balloon; however, this craft was hovering and moving to fast for any type of hot air balloon; to this day no one knows what it was and it disappeared as quickly as it appeared. Now, I really started thinking about there must be something happening here either I am really freaking out or I am being contacted by something not of this world.
That weekend I went for a long walk. I started feeling very energized and seeking out answers to these questions. I ended up at this bar called the Lucky 13 in Mendota Heights, Minnesota. I was drinking a glass of water and this older woman kept staring at me. I proceeded over to speak with her and find out what she was all about. She was very nice and we had a very pleasant conversation. She has asked me if I would like the rest of her lunch; while she went out to her car to get her cell phone. I said thank you and she got up and said to me something I will never forget as I long as I live into my ear. "Donny, we are aliens you know." she laughed and walked out of the bar to her car. She came back about 10 minutes later and sat down with me for a little bit. I did not know what the (F) to think anymore after all that had happened over the past several days.
As she was leaving the bar I has asked her for her number she opened up my notebook and just wrote her name. She turned to me and said "no need to call me, just think and I will answer". At first I was like that is the best blow off answer that anyone could give me but then I thought about everything that was happening and well she had a major point. I proceeded to go home and went back to speak with a dear spiritual friend and told him in detail about what was happening. One of the key things that I started to feel is that I had experienced first contact with intelligent life forms that where not of this earth and possibly not of this dimension. Over the next few weeks many things happened which I can not understand; however, it seemed to taper off around the end of August. I would love to tell you all a little bit more about what happened; however, I have been writing for awhile now and just needed to finally get these experiences down on paper. Whatever happened to me last summer was amazing and I have learned so very much from these experiences which I hope will lead me to what my destiny truly is. SMIB - AMEN
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